I Can Trust Him

I think often about how I pray. Many of my prayers from the past were more about me telling God what I want to accomplish or how I want him to behave. How foolish of me. How patient must the LORD be?

While I don’t record or journal every prayer I pray, I’m thankful that I have many to reflect upon. They help me to see how the Lord is maturing me. And they expose my need to continue to grow.

The following is a quick observation of two things I asked God for the day before I left for Haiti in 2010.

“The Lord hears when I call to Him.” (Psalms 4:3 NASB)

Prayer for Silas: “…God capture his attention and place Your glory in front of his eyes.” Silas was able to travel with me to Haiti. I had no pretenses of how I wanted God to place His glory in front of Silas. But I know I wanted Silas to see the hand of God as never before. I was not, nor do I want to suggest that I prayed that God would do this in a way that would be easy or pleasant. This was a request with complete trust in the Lord to let us see His glory in what He would do in our midst. I would never, in my flesh, have thought that a short time in a Haitian jail would be the place I had in mind for God to display His glory. I wanted God to arrest our attention and place His glory in front of us. He did, and did He!

Prayer for Renee: “…Help Renee. Provide for her like you did Elijah; supernaturally and refreshingly. Let her rest in You.” I had no idea that my bride would need to rest in the Lord like this… When we returned home and Renee began to tell me how difficult it was to here during those days, I realized that the Lord was prompting me even before we left for hardship. We look back at these days with joy in the Lord. Joy in the Lord does not mean happy in the flesh. Renee can tell this better than I can; the Lord provided protection, shelter, friendship, family, financially, emotionally, and with rest (rest in the Lord.) We were not perfect in all of our trusting in the Lord, but a lot of sanctifying work in the Lord was accomplished.

Don’t let your prayers be unsaid. It has been helpful to have them written down so serious self-reflection and examination can be done. Of all the things I wrote down during that season, it is the prayers that were the most helpful. Writing them down caused me to be more careful and bold in what I spoke to the Lord about. And they cause worship of God when I consider what, how, when, where, who God would use to put His glory in front of us and give confidence to Trust Him. Examine your consciences with respect to what you have done in the day; particularly what you have done amiss, that you may repent of it. When you ask God a question or plead a desire, be serious, be silent, wait for an answer. Rest.

Haiti Journal Audio:
Part One: Leading up to the arrest

Part Two: from arrest to release

In Search of a Pulpit

In some circles that sounds like a pastor looking for a new church. For some reading this, this is the start of a rumor. But in reality, I’m looking for a new pulpit; a literal pulpit. This is really quite exciting. As I have matured in the ministry I have grown to an ever increasing position of fear and trembling when it comes to preaching. This is not simply a 25 minute (shhhhhh. don’t tell people at Eastside that some preachers, and very good preachers at that, preach for 25-30 minutes) lecture packed with inspiring illustrations to motivate a people to do something. This is a most sacred event of public gatherings. The reading and teaching of the Bible. Wow.

In respect to this, I’m looking for a new pulpit. One that represents the duty of preaching the word. Now, I know and believe that preaching of the word can take place with or without a pulpit, But in a building largely designed for the public preaching of the word, I want a pulpit that reflects this and yet does not distract from this. The replacement of the current, see-thru lectern is not a statement for or against this style, it’s just a search for one more suited to my liking

pulpit3

pulpit4So, I’m posting this here in the event that someone or some church may have a pulpit that looks like this… someone who can draft up plans to build one like this. I’m no Craig’s List shopper or eBay trader. This blog is no attempt to start a pulpit trading venture. It’s mostly, just me searching for a new pulpit.

My search has been narrowed to this style of pulpit, it is solely based on preference. There is nothing magical or mystical, nor should be, to style or design.

Chuck Helman, working on the temporary platform.
Chuck Helman, working on the temporary platform.

The men of Eastside continue working on finishing touches on our new building. Recently a couple of men have been working on our temporary platform. I’m thinking it’s time to search with interest for a pulpit.

If you are aware of a pulpit factory outlet somewhere, let me know…

Mission Field Report (updated)

Over a month ago I introduced you to a young boy, Ezra; His family calls him Ez. He and his family are following the established path of the Lord to Senegal, West Africa. Ezra’s parents have just finished language school and are ready to go. I’m following the video journal of Ezra here, and I just wanted to share with you this recent update.

You should consider visiting his site and leaving him a note of encouragement once in a while. Tell him I sent you to his site (and that his dad owes me lunch next time we see each other.)

the EZ Life

[updated 1/18/2013]

Also, be sure to check out Thea’s (one of Ezra’s sisters) blog here. She his descriptive and paints a good visual with her words. Enjoy, be encouraged and be better equipped with how to pray for missionary and their children.

Baby Steps of Faith

 

With Joy in the Lord

I just finished re-reading my journal entries from January 14 – February 17 of 2010. To read those entries from the vantage point of three years later has me with much gratitude that I recorded my thoughts during those days. There was no way on January 16, 2010 to know what the unfolding days would disclose as the Lord directed each step.

My recorded prayer on January 16, 2010 was short but exposed my sinful attraction to comfort. Not that comfort is a sin, but rather an ungrateful heart for any blessing of comfort.

On January 17, 2010 I called the faithful of Eastside to be prepared as we wait to hear from the Lord on what we should do.  I asked them  to pray together as one about what our response should be to the need in Haiti. We prayed, several responded to the need to apply for a passport. Many committed to pray.

First thing in the morning on January 18, 2010 I received an invitation to consider helping a sister church respond. They were looking for people ready to go help prepare a structure to begin receiving orphans. Before the day was up, four men committed to go with me. Four men I hold with humble respect; Silas Thompson, Steve McMullin, Drew Culberth, and Jim Allen. (it would be a few more days before we would meet the women and I hold them with the same level of humble respect as the men.)

We began to make plans to go into an unknown situation… found it a difficult situation … and learned to walk with joy in the Lord.

I tell you this truth… “The mind of man plans his way, But the LORD directs his steps.” (Prov 16:9 NASB)

 

Preach the Word

I solemnly charge you in the presence of God and of Christ Jesus, who is to judge the living and the dead, and by His appearing and His kingdom: preach the word; be ready in season and out of season; reprove, rebuke, exhort, with great patience and instruction. For the time will come when they will not endure sound doctrine; but wanting to have their ears tickled, they will accumulate for themselves teachers in accordance to their own desires, and will turn away their ears from the truth and will turn aside to myths. (2 Tim 4:1-4 NASB)

Spurgeon:

Are you afraid that preaching the gospel will not win souls? Are you despondent as to success in God’s way? Is this why you pine for clever oratory? Is this why you must have music, and architecture, and flowers and millinery? After all, is it by might and power, and not by the Spirit of God? It is even so in the opinion of many.

Brethren beloved, there are many things which I might allow to other worshippers which I have denied myself in conducting the worship of this congregation. I have long worked out before your very eyes the experiment of the unaided attractiveness of the gospel of Jesus. Our service is severely plain. No man ever comes hither to gratify his eye with art, or his ear with music. I have set before you, these many years, nothing but Christ crucified, and the simplicity of the gospel; yet where will you find such a crowd as this gathered together this morning? Where will you find such a multitude as this meeting Sabbath after Sabbath, for five-and-thirty years? I have shown you nothing but the cross, the cross without flowers of oratory, the cross without diamonds of ecclesiastical rank, the cross without the buttress of boastful science. It is abundantly sufficient to attract men first to itself, and afterwards to eternal life!

In this house we have proved successfully, these many years, this great truth, that the gospel plainly preached will gain an audience, convert sinners, and build up and sustain a church. We beseech the people of God to mark that there is no need to try doubtful expedients and questionable methods. God will save by the gospel still: only let it be the gospel in its purity. This grand old sword will cleave a man’s chine [i.e., spine], and split a rock in halves.

How is it that it does so little of its old conquering work? I will tell you. Do you see the scabbard of artistic work, so wonderfully elaborated? Full many keep the sword in this scabbard, and therefore its edge never gets to its work. Pull off that scabbard. Fling that fine sheath to Hades, and then see how, in the Lord’s hands, that glorious two-handed sword will mow down fields of men as mowers level the grass with their scythes.

There is no need to go down to Egypt for help. To invite the devil to help Christ is shameful. Please God, we shall see prosperity yet, when the church of God is resolved never to seek it except in God’s own way.

Charles Haddon Spurgeon
Metropolitan Tabernacle Pulpit, 1888, vol. 34, p. 563

(HT: Tim Challies via Justin Taylor

Because of Days Like This

I journal because of days like this…

HaitiJournalJournal entry from January 15, 2010:

“…It has been four days since the earthquake.
Prayer: Lord, what do you want from your church? We are small and far removed. What do we do?”

“Do you think that these Galileans were more sinful than all Galileans because they suffered these things? No, I tell you; but unless you repent, you will all perish as well!” (Luke 13)

Full journal from those God ordained days in Haiti, 2010, HERE.

Have We Forgot About the Doctrine of Repentance?

Without doctrine, we are at risk of declaring all things right and doing what is right in our own eyes (Judges 17:6; 21:25)

I’ve been reading a great piece entitled “The Doctrine of Repentance” by puritan preacher Thomas Watson (1620-1686). I recommend it to you to read and consider his arguments from Scripture. From section three, Reasons Which Enforce Repentance, Watson argues ten necessary reasons for God’s own people, who have a real work of grace, must offer up a daily sacrifice of repentance. Consider them in brief below, read the entire work (I highly recommend) here.

Repentance is an ongoing work. It is the “outlet of godly sorrow” and must not be stopped until death. Like many of the puritan writers, Watson employs a broad and rich vocabulary that will be best met with a dictionary. And, like many others, the imagery used in the language is helpful. Prepare yourself “with the candle of the Word into your hearts – and see if you can find no matter for repentance there.”

In short here are ten necessary reasons for God’s own people to repent, daily.

  • Repent of your rash censuring. Instead of praying for others, you are ready to pass a verdict upon them. It is true that the saints snail judge the world (1 Cor. 6:2)—but wait your time; remember the apostle’s caution in 1 Corinthians 4:5: “judge nothing before the time, wait until the Lord comes”.
  • Repent of your vain thoughts. These swarm in your minds as the flies did in Pharaoh’s court (Exod. 8:24). What bewilderings there are in the imagination! If Satan does not possess your bodies, he does your imaginations. “How long shall your vain thoughts lodge within you?” (Jer. 4:14). A man may think himself into hell. O you saints, be humbled for this lightness in your head.
  • Repent of your vain fashions. It is strange that the garments which God has given to cover shame—should reveal pride! The godly are bid not to be conformed to this world (Romans 12:2). People of the world are garish and mirthful in their dresses. It is in fashion nowadays—to go to hell. But whatever others do—yet let not Judah offend (Hos. 4:15). The apostle Paul has set down what outer garment Christians must wear: “modest apparel” (1 Tim. 2:9); and what undergarment: “be clothed with humility” (1 Pet. 5:5).
  • Repent of your decays in grace. “You have left your first love” (Rev. 2:4). Christians, how often is it low water in your souls! How often does coldness of heart come upon you! Where are those flames of affection, those sweet meltings of spirit—which you once had? I fear they are melted away. Oh repent for leaving your first love!
  • Repent of your non-improvement of talents. Health is a talent; estate is a talent; wit and abilities are talents; and these God has entrusted you with, to improve for his glory. He has sent you into the world as a merchant sends his steward beyond the seas to trade for his advantage—but you have not done the good you might. Can you say, “Master, your talent has earned five more talents” (Luke 19:18)? O mourn at the burial of your talents! Let it grieve you that so much of your life has not been time lived but time lost; that you have filled up your golden hours more with froth than with devotion.
  • Repent of your forgetfulness of sacred vows. A vow is a binding one’s soul to God (Num. 30:2). Christians, have you not served for common uses after you have been the Lord’s by solemn dedication? Thus, by breach of vows, you have made a breach in your peace. Surely this calls for a fresh laver of tears.
  • Repent of your unanswerableness to blessings received. You have lived all your life upon free grace. You have been bemiracled with mercy. But where are your returns of love to God? The Athenians would have ungrateful people sued at law. Christians, may not God sue you at law—for your unthankfulness? “I will recover my wool and my flax” (Hos. 2:9); I will recover them by law.
  • Repent of your worldliness. By your profession you seem to resemble the birds of paradise—which soar aloft and live upon the dew of heaven. Yet as serpents you lick the dust! Baruch, a good man, was taxed with this: “do you seek great things for yourself?” (Jer. 45:5).
  • Repent of your divisions. These are a blot in your coat of armor, and make others stand aloof from true religion. Indeed, to separate from the wicked, resembles Christ, who was “separate from sinners” (Heb. 63 7:26). But for the godly to divide among themselves, and look askew one upon another—had we as many eyes as there are stars, they were few enough to weep for this! Divisions eclipse the church’s beauty and weaken her strength. God’s Spirit brought in cloven tongues among the saints (Acts 2:3)—but the devil has brought in cloven hearts. Surely this deserves a shower of tears!
  • Repent for the iniquity of your holy things. How often have the services of God’s worship been frozen with formality and soured with pride? There have been more of the peacock’s plumes—than the moans of the dove. It is sad that pious duties should be made a stage for vainglory to act upon. O Christians, there is such a thick crust upon your duties, that it is to be feared there is but little substance left in them for God to feed upon. Behold here repenting work, cut out for the best. And that which may make the tide of grief swell higher, is to think that the sins of God’s people do more provoke God, than do the sins of others (Deut. 32:19). The sins of the wicked pierce Christ’s side. The sins of the godly go to his heart! Peter’s sin, being against so much love, was most unkind, which made his cheeks to be furrowed with tears: “When he thought about it, he began to weep” (Mark 14:72).

I highly recommend reading “the Doctrine of Repentance” by Thomas Watson.

“Make hast to repent.”

Significant Scripture

What have you been reading in the Bible this week? Please share it and give an explanation as to how it was significant to you.

This was critical for me this week… “For My people have committed two evils: They have forsaken Me, the fountain of living waters, to hew for themselves cisterns, broken cisterns that can hold no water.” Jeremiah 2:13 (NASB)

Can you imagine forsaking God? Seems unthinkable. Not only to forsake God, the fountain, but to build for oneself cisterns, and broken cisterns that don’t even hold water. God, forbid it  to be said of me…

Here is this weeks Pastor’s Corner column in the Times News.

Sufficiency of Scripture

I remember for the first time seriously considering the advice at a type of church growth conference or a leadership development conference I attended. The advice that we attract more flies with honey than we do with vinegar has been around for decades, maybe longer. Where this may be true in the fly kingdom and flies everywhere would like us to continue promoting this belief, I began to question why we use such a metaphor? What are we saying about the Bible when we say something like that? What are we saying about Jesus? What are we saying about the church? These types of questions have lingered in my mind for over a decade.

Let me first define my issue. When it is all thought through and considered it is for me an issue of the sufficiency of Scripture. Meaning that I have had to answer a question that leaves most of us uncomfortable. It is what some might call a “Crisis of Belief.” Do I believe that God will do what He says he can and will do. Am I going to respond as Abraham and Sarah did when the Lord told them that the two of them would have a child? I think they believed God wanted to do this, but they were obviously going to have to help the promise out.

Have we somehow done a similar thing with the promise from our Lord when Jesus told Peter that the gates of Hell will not prevail or when Jesus said that He would build His church? Have we become so enlightened that we dare to make such godless declarations that we can attract more flies with honey than we can with vinegar in relationship to the Lord’s Church? What do we even mean by that?

When a church, who is responsible to preserve the gospel, looks to another source to accomplish her duty she has begun to slide down a slippery slope that we have been warned of from Scripture. (Most all of the epistles warn the church to be careful, even to the point of contending for this truth.) It appears from history that the church has been in this fight from the birthing of the church in the book of Acts. The apostle Paul is engaged in this battle with passion and clarity.

Don’t we have a huge responsibility? The gospel is at stake. I am not at liberty to handle this gospel with such commonness. I am responsible to deliver it rightly today and preserve it for any generation to follow. What kind of church would I want to be part of? What kind of pastor do I want to have? Do I want a church that prefers methods of the secular world over Scripture? Do I want a pastor who will use ‘honey’ to attract a crowd or do I want a pastor who will be bold enough to actually use “vinegar?” As for me and this church we will choose the latter.

I say to the post-modern, world embracing, honey spreading church as Moses did to Pharaoh; “Let my people go.” May the Word of God be enough for you and your church.

 

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adapted from an earlier post: Honey or Vinegar? August 2, 2011

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